HI, I’M JORDAN
Like many women, I spent years searching for flaws I believed existed within me, especially in my body.
In my early 20s, I was trapped in a tumultuous relationship filled with infidelity, deceit, and gaslighting. This dark period led to an eight-year eating disorder, shattered my self-worth, and left me questioning my ability to love or be loved. My 20s became a blur of toxic relationships, habits, and grief, compounded by the loss of both my parents. I avoided my own thoughts, neglected my well-being, and viewed my body through a fractured lens.
There comes a moment in life when you realize, “I can’t keep going like this.” Mine arrived on a beach in Krabi, Thailand, on the 10th anniversary of my mom’s passing. As the sunrise painted the sky, years of suppressed emotions poured out in a soul-shattering cry. In that raw, exhausted moment, I knew everything had to change.
What followed was a nonlinear journey of self-discovery, healing, and empowerment. Looking back, I see that every misstep, every moment of vulnerability, and every choice shaped my path and led me to a profound truth:
TRUE EMPOWERMENT COMES FROM WITHIN.
That was the text I received from one of my boudoir clients that shifted everything. I read that text over and over and over again. Wanting so desperately to crawl through my phone screen and hug my client on the other end of it and help her see what I saw.
This statement had me in a chokehold as I became consumed with the realization that boudoir is not sustainable. I cringe as I write that because I love boudoir so much. Boudoir helped me heal my eating disorder and helped me fall back in love with myself.
AND, I actively took steps to bring my awareness into my body rather than my mind. I built up my medicine bag with tools of empowerment so that when I had those bad body image days, my world and my self-worth didn’t come crashing down.
I’ve realized that boudoir is not sustainable IF you don’t have the tools to continue to see yourself beyond what you see in the mirror.
Build up your empowerment medicine bag by anchoring into your body with my in-person events and community resources below.
“I need to book another boudoir shoot with ya so I can feel powerful again.”
IT’S TIME TO SHIFT
We’ve already spent too many years believing our bodies aren’t good enough… how many more will you let pass by until you let yourself believe how truly fucking beautiful you are?
And not just in the physical sense (because I already know how gorgeous you are) but on a soul level.
We've carried the weight of societal expectations, letting them cast shadows on our self-perception. But here's the thing, beauty isn't this one-size-fits-all package… and neither are you.
We're not just reclaiming our bodies; we're reclaiming our narratives. We're ripping off the tags that society stuck on us and embracing the authentic, imperfect, and gloriously beautiful beings we have always been.
Let's not just stop at knowing how beautiful we are; let's embody it, feel it in every fiber of our being. The world will adjust to our perception of self-love, not the other way around.
And as we stand on the precipice of this paradigm shift, let's make a pact – no more waiting. No more years slipping through our fingers while we question our worth.
It's time to let the truth sink in:
